☆｡college college college

i`m sorry i haven`t been posting lately (( or going on the computer )) o(TヘTo) ! !
i`ve been really busy with a buncha school work && college preparaion !
ahaha;; i just want to make sure that i`ll get into a good school next year ｡ （´□｀川）

soooooo｡~ the other day i went on a college tour at ODU｡
it was nice but i never expected to see graffiti on some of the buildings (o ________ o); ｡ ｡
&&` there was an unfinished bullet train that runs across the school. teh tour guides said that it might work next year && i would really love to see it running (・∀・) !
i`m also glad that they have a good internation studies program too since, that`s what i wanna major in lol｡ (･ ω ･)
my parents really want me to go there because it`s cheap &&` it`s close to home (= ___ =)''
but they`ve been considering other colleges that are a bit farther away from home｡ !
&& i`m glad that they are. because when we first talked about college they wouldn`t want me to go anywhere that`s more than an hour away from home (o Д o)
i guess they`re understanding that it`s important for me to find a school that`ll suit me &&` one that has a good program in what i want to major in.｡

wellll. that`s it for now｡
i`ll post some other things that happened last week, tomarrow｡( ﾟ▽ﾟ)/
g`night｡ !

♡Nacchi｡

☆｡searching

ughhhhhhhh ｡
i need to stop thinking so negative ｡ ( ゜Д ゜) ''

sooooooo -
i stumbled across a myspace survey (( lol. i know, "who goes on myspace anymore?", right? ))
&&` the question was ｡ ｡ "who`s your best friend?"
i thought for awhile &&` i realized that i don`t have a best friend ｡ ( ・ _ ・)

of course, i have a lot of good friends but i don`t know ｡ ｡
we`re not as close as we use to be i guess ｡
but, it seems like they`ve already found their group of best friends already ｡
like, my best friend from middle school seems to have forgotten me since we go to different schools now &&` we hardly contact each other anymore ｡ ｡
i mean there are times when i talk to them on the phone/computer but it`s not the same anymore｡ half the time we don`t even know what to talk about! ヽ(ﾟﾛﾟ；)
&&` right now in high school i have a handful of wonderful friends but not any that i can openly tell my problems to ｡
usually when i have something that`s bothering me i usually just hide it with a fake smile && act as if i`m living this happy lifestyle because, i hate it when people worry about me ｡
atleast i have a blog now to rant about my problems (( lol｡ like right now! )) so, that i don`t really bottle my emotions inside. (° m ° );
mm;; ｡ ｡but i guess that`s life people change &&` find new friends, right ?
well i`m the type of person who can`t get over a lot of things including change ｡ (( i guess that`s another thing i gotta fix about myself ｡ ))
&&` i`m not saying that the friends that have now are bad or anything ｡
it`s just i feel as if i haven`t really found a best friend yet ｡ （ﾟ∩　ﾟ）

ayeyayay ｡ i should stop now, it`s getting late too｡
&&` i have to study for my history quiz tomarrow !
ahh ｡ gotta love late night studying
again, sorry for this long rant ｡ ｡
i just needed to get it off my chest somehow ｡ （・ ^ ・）''

♡Nacchi｡

☆｡list of goals !

good evening everyone ﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ｡ ~ !
lol. today wasn`t as good as all the other days ｡ ｡
but it got better in the end talking to Dai !
glad that he can cheer me up (-＾ ▽＾-) ♡

for the past few days i noticed there were some things wrong about me｡
well not wrong things but things i would like to change｡
because i like i can`t be "myself" sometimes (・_ ・;) ｡ ｡
i know it`s weird but that`s how i feel ( x ____ x )
so here`s a few things i had in mind ｡ ｡


lose weight ｡ !
(( i gained so much weight lately &&` i need to lose it ( ° Д °); ! ))



try to get good grades this whole year｡
(( need to prove to those colleges that i`m smart enough &&` to have a higher gpa (≧ 皿≦)'' ))

open up/ try to be myself more.
(( learning more about the things i like &&` don`t like. &&` hoping i`ll be able to act like myself rather than that quiet girl that just sits in class . _______________ .'' ))

i have a lot more but i felt as if these are the things i gotta focus on the most ｡
since these are my biggest issues &&` i feel really motivated about these goals ｡
i just hope that i`ll be able to accomplish them all o(；△ ；)o ｡ ｡
wish me good luck, guys (｡ 人 ｡)'' !

♡Nacchi｡

☆｡ FIRST BLOG POST ! !

hello everyone ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ ♪ ! !
thank you so much if you`re reading this ヾ(･ ω ･) ｡
(( lol. since, i`m new here &&` all ｡ ))
but yes this is my very first blog post so yaay｡ ( ﾟ ▽ ﾟ)/~ !

ahaha;; well to start off my name is Justine but i have tons of over nicknames aswell, Nacchi is my most used one ヾ(⌒ . ⌒) !
(( woah｡ huge grammer error｡ ｡ ))
even though i`m still trying to figure out who i am i know i love -
asian/urban fashion, photography, music, making my own stuff, cooking, video games, trying to dance((LOL!)), makeup, drawing, &&` massages｡ (￣ ∇￣) ~

currently, like any ordinary senior who wants to make it in life, i`m stressing out on colleges/grades/SATs &&` all that jazz ｡
i want to major in international studies &&` hope one day i`ll learn about many diverse cultures &&` maybe work in the UN｡
hahhh ｡ i just hope that a good opportunity will come up for me soon｡ ｡ (´Д｀ )''
but other than that i`m trying to make my life as happy &&` fun as possible ! !

well ｡ ｡i guess more to come next time right?
hope we can be friends &&` learn more about eachother ( ^ - ^ ) ｡ !
g`night｡ !

♡Nacchi｡